and you looked at me as if you were only mine,
the days that passed were the best days of my life,
in this pool of happiness the way your smile dives,
Oh! Those days of laughter and those days of warmth,
And then one year of lull as destiny raised its storm.
I still remember each and every smile you passed me,
though I never returned them back which still hurts me,
I still regret the fact that I always ignored you,
It still annoys me why do I even think about you.
and I used to feel bad whenever they slandered you,
I am hurt every time someone maligns you,
I know you still love me, but they don't understand you,
as much as I do.....
Why the hell you come into my life after every two years?
This has been the norm for so many years,
But time has not changed me neither,
and it can not modify you either.
because I still remember your eyes shout out loud,
whenever you see me with a boy,
it aches you heart, I know; I wont lie.
I still remember it pains you whenever I am not well,
it still amuses me the way our thoughts gel,
the way I search for you when you are doing the same,
and I know, both of us wish such moments to happen again.
Our eyes always meet for not more than a second,
But in my life, those moments are still frozen,
It upsets me when you don't show yourself,
You can not talk to me, it makes my heart melt.
Can't you say it man, when I am near?
I still remember the last day of our school,
when you wanted to say something; the memory still looms.
It is hard for me to forget the times we have shared,
these memories still make my eyes welled up with tears,
though we have only talked twice,
my feelings towards you have only grown bigger in size.
And when you die, I will lament at your loss,
I will keep waiting for you on life's shores,
I always wanted love, not anything more...........
